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I'm sorry for the none of you who care that i haven't been posting anything, but right now, I need to be honest. I'm not okay. I constantly feel like screaming and I can't get sleep or I sleep for too long and I can't bring myself to eat meals and I just can't stop crying. I'm sorry, it really isn't that big a deal, but I promise that i will try to actually use this account again becaue right now I'm doing nothing on it and I used to be on here as much as I'm on GoodReads

Can someone be addicted to calculus?

Less than a week left now. I have so much I want to do all of a sudden. I have so much birthday present planning to do. I just realised that I'm 16 very soon. I don't want to drive. I'll obvious kill everyone on the road. I can barely drive the Family Carts at Rainbow's end without hitting the tyres.

"Resolutions" in a place where no one will see them

I'm giving myself until the end of the month to establish my resolutions which are mostly yearly goals. What do I have so far?

My Goals are

1. To do the splits all three ways
2. To maintain my straight Es (yeah right)
3. To me the only person in my year sitting schol calc and stats because I want to do them and there will be pressure if other people do them and I will actually waste all my time studying for scholarship if that happens because WHAT IF THEY ACTUALLY GET SCHOLARSHIP? THEN WHAT? I'D SUCK BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY I'M GETTING IT
4. To read 60 books (Goodreads claims haven't read any books this year BUT I'VE READ TWO AND A HALF AND AROUND 10 THIS WHOLE SUMMER SO FAR. I' so behind. How did I read 28 books in one summer?)
5. To actually use my YouTube account so that YouTube stops reminding me that I can actually go stuff other than comment and life videos (and add them to my favourites, of course).
6. To get my bag to weigh-- I'm sorry, have less mass
7. To not lose so much stationery
8. To use less bandwidth
9. To become fit even just for a liiiittle bit for school camp so people don't laugh at how much I suck and stuff at physical activity
10. To NOT be a white belt in Judo all year...
11. To lose MASS because apparently I should have less matter in me

That's all for now not Tumblr.

Hey guys!

I'm sorry, but I'm not really that busy (ok that's kinda a lie but I'm sure I'll end up posting some questionable arty stuff, questionable in the sense that it may not appear to be art because it's so horribly done).

I feel like everyone's been busy, but I'm no busier than usual. I guess I can't help thinking that I've been left out.

That is all, my -234981723 watchers (how would having a negative number of watchers even work?)